I wrote this at 3.20a.m., May 16, last year.

“We are nothing but small scales, like that on fish and reptiles; eventually flaking away. The continuity of our emotions; the fibers of our being, into the ebb and flow of the universe. All of these amounts to nothing in the end. We are all the same, no differentiation. The meaning of our existence, lost in the dead beats of our life. Impermanence is a fact.”

I can’t remember how I came about with that… It’s a weird feeling browsing through old writings. I think much of how I write — tone and shiz — has changed, even within this short a span of time. I sort of wonder if I still think the same way as I did when I wrote that. It’s hard to judge now.

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You left your black gloves on my table
You left your dark horse in my stable
Thinking of a way, to get you to stay
And I promise to fight the wind and wait for you…
…are an owl, with tired eyes
I am a scarecrow in disguise

We often go out pacing
When all I want to do is stay inside and lookout the window…
…with you

There was a dead mouse in your arms
That was the moment that you lost your charm
An old bear paw, sitting in a jar
Under a tree that never grew any leaves

You shake my arms, you shake my hand
I fell asleep in your cobweb
And I’m turning off all the lights tonight
Saw you in a crowded bar, pale with hungry eyes

#001 Music Talking

1. A Chimera You Can Trust – Virgin of The Birds
2. We’re Computerizing and We Don’t Need You Anymore – The American Analog Set
3. All I Need – Radiohead
4. Dearest – Buddy Holly
5. I Me You I’m Yours – Jim Noir
6. Punk As Fuck – The American Analog Set
7. Passenger Seat – Death Cab for Cutie
8. There is a Light That Never Goes Out – The Smiths
9. Home – Edward Sharpe and The Magnetic Zeros
10. Come Away With Me – Norah Jones
11. Thank You Space Expert – Mogwai

“You and me
On half speed
Wild and free
But quietly
Like we’re supposed to be” 
The American Analog Set