We all bathe in half-truths anyway–
swimming in a murky sea
So when the time comes and we’re all found out, there really is no reason to be upset. We’re fucked one way or another. Disappointment comes in the fact that you were not wary, that you were not constantly nitpicking on the details with what little light you have underneath it all.
I lie to myself to be fair,
I am afraid of my own thoughts.